| alritey.... cause i have nothing better to do w/ my time... yes i miss all u guys n flight camp n school... to a certain degree... *sigh* theres nothing to do nowadays.... errrrrrrrr cept watch dr phil *cough choke splutter* anyone could give the shitty advice that he gives... lets all b happy n make up hehehe ahahahahehehehahaha... yes i kno im disturbed... jst really really tired n i cant b fudged doing nething but eat n sleep... *rubs tummy* tty guys later... im off to write mass mail... havent done that in a while... toodles |
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| i have once agen officially not been able to work around this freakn site... oh yeah if ne1 reads this... haha i got kinda freaked when i got a comment... even though there was one... still... u kno i thought no1 reads the crap i type so therefore i can type nething... errrr ok... ill make that to a certain etent... jst incase i get myself into trouble or sum shit... sigh... yeah... well back from camp n like... *cough choke splutter* was errrr really awkward... well not in a sense that it was i dont kno these ppl *run away* but like jst heaps of bad vibes n like the box we were in didnt make it ne better. i mean ne1 in my group would agree... green decaying boxes really rnt that great... yeah well we can surf now!!! mwahahaha even though its only forward n that if u actually went surfing w/ ppl that can ACTUALLY SURF u'd look pretty stupid... especially if ur swallowing half the ocean at the same time....
the only things i have to say bout camp is DAMN I HATE COMPETIVENESS but like i guess u cant help it if ur human (plz shoot me now) sigh... yeah well i hope every1 else had a better time... lol... dont get me wrong though... it was pretty fun at times... gotta love that singing in the middle of the ocean... lalalalalalalalalala yeah well... gotta go watch tv now.... later |
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| lalalalalalalala.... hahahahaha im so depressed atm... so im gonna run away now... literally |
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| yup yup.... so today is really shit.... every1 was crying at the leavers assembly n i jst lost it.... haha yes the tears started pouring out..... eeeee so freakn depressing... guess it jst makes u wonder what we're gonna b like in the mere future... i mean fcuk.... seriously.... imagine leaving all the ppl uve known for like 6 freakn yrs of ur life.... *sigh* i dunno... guess i jst really dun wanna think about it... its jst sooooo sad.... n like thats it.... schools over n u probably wont keep in touch wif ne1.... cept at reunions every what..... 10 yrs... guess what i need to say now... whoeva reads this which is probably no one haha... duz ne1 even kno i have a xanga... probably not... NEWAI... i jst reckon i need to say i love u guys... like all my frenz... u rock my world n thats all there is to it... *sobs*
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| oooooooo... so like this is how this site works.... im so not comp friendly... like my cable's getting slower... n slower... haha shit... its probably got sum crappy virus that i dun kno about... damn antivirus software that duznt actually do the freakn job properly.... well yes.. damn... i really should stop rambling nowadays... so.... todays significance.... marys OLD... haha like really old as in 16... poor girls gotta learn to drive... ok... so like mayb that isnt a bad thing but u kno... gotta make it sound all errrr melodramatic.... hahaha... damn im lame... sif ne1's gonna read all this rambling shit neway... i mean c'mon. its jst kinda nice to kno u can type all this crap n like only one person will eva read it... good for anger management... so is FOOZEBALL... go foozeball like the best freakn game in the whole entire world.... cept for NFSU haha now that game totally rox... n my hands r tired... i dun believe ppl can actually b stuffed typing shit like this n making their webby look all pretty.... like sze for instance... its got PICTURES n MUCIS... *stares in awe* u so have to teach me how to do all that shit.... once agen... comp illiterate... can i like stop writing now... my hands r tired n like i cant think of nething to say at the moment... i think im gonna die of exhaustion soon... *stares at pizza* then agen... mayb not... later
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ok.... so like everyone is once agen in a shit mood... rephrase not shit... jst like out of it... sigh... all i can say is shit happens right.. haha we yr 10's r such late bloomers like seriously... we should have gone through all this shit like last yr... sigh... i dunno guess the world of frens is jst to complicated for my simple mind i mean. frenz r everything atm correct? n if like frenz r what keep us sane think bout how shit it would b to find out that they're jst GONE... ok so its like hypothetically stupid... who freakn cares... i kno no ones gonna read this neway so i might as well jst say what i freakn feel tru? alrite... so frenz... u need em but at the same time they can b a pain in the arse as in ur life revolves around them n u jst dun need the pressure of theyre problems on top of urs.... i mean ok... give and take relationship but duznt it jst piss u off when its like they're not there nemore like its jst become a oneway thing where u jst keep on giving n u get nothing back... i kno it sounds harsh n all but i guess sumtimes its jst nice to ask urself y ur wif the ppl ur wif... y do we put up wif all they're shit? do they do the same for us? or issit cause we really cant imagine life wifout them n that we'll take them as a whole cause we love em to bits.... even if the good really outweighs the bad... like i dont expect for ne1 to read this far but i guess i jst got all this shit im thinking bout in my brain that i need to say... i dunno... i feel kinda lost... u kno? like every1's lives are perfect... they've got their own lil " thing" n like im jst alone... haha... no probably not in the sense ur thinking.... i guess what im trying to say is life at times sux n i guess we jst need ppl in our lives to keep it constant... argh i dunno... damn that was a whole lotta rambling shit... yan |
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